you said, i say, they ???

remember what we say for each other?
i forget about some of it
or you can say much of it
i barely remembered it..
i'm sorry..
i forgot about those mean things i said to you
i'm sorry for that..

but one thing i remember most is
how you believe that my feelings will change
i really separate those like and love words
you said my 'likeness' will change into 'lovingly'

and you're right..
you may call me aggressive or bitchy
but this is me when i thought you still have those feelings
this is me when i believe in my decision
this is me when i want you
this is me being in love with you