Face Down by the red jumpsuit aparatus

Cover up with makeup in the mirror
tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you
Do you feel like a man when you push her around?

Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.


Face down in the dirt, she said,
"This doesn't hurt", she said,
"I finally had enough."

isn't it ironic? We love the ones who hurt us? Well, this is my personal journey..
i love him, so much for almost 8 months.. but he pushed me around, and that was the first time i let a man bring me down over and over again, but i keep myself to stand up all over again..
in the end, he finally realized that it's his fault he keeps me on a waiting, while he love me the way he think love is..
he doesn't want a relationship, he just want to be loved without a commitment..
at first, i accept his decision, but i need to keep moving on with my life..

kenapa?karena dunia ini gak hanya disekitaran dia aja..